It's morning now. For some odd reason, I've had this in my head since the weekend:
There is only a plastic bedside lamp on his side table that throws cheap yellow light on the both of them.
BOY I can't date you anymore.
GIRL Because I don't like milk?
BOY What? No. I never knew you didn't like milk. It's just- I've just-
GIRL I don't want to hear about why. I'd rather just assume it's because I'm too awesome.
BOY Knock it off.
GIRL What should I say? This sucks. This is dumb. It's stupid. This is a dumb, stupid, sucky situation and I don't know what to say about it.
BOY You know this isn't easy for me.
GIRL Well, I'm glad. Things like this shouldn't be easy.
She gets up.
BOY Where are you going?
GIRL I'm leaving.
BOY Why are you gonna do that?
GIRL Are you really asking?
BOY No. I mean, just wait.
GIRL What would I be waiting for? Are you aware of what an inconvenience this all is for me? I'll have to start forgetting about you, train myself to not think about you or be reminded of the things about you, or that we've done together. I'll have to clean out my email and my phone. I've got stuff of yours at my place which I'll have to throw out. How stupid is that?
I have to leave now and start getting all of that stuff over with. I'm only going to fall more in love with you, if I stay here looking at you. I really don't think now is the time for that.
BOY Whoa, where did that come from?
GIRL It's just something that happens when a cute boy breaks up with you. Don't worry though, it should pass in a few minutes.
That's all. It only loops back to the beginning from here. I'll try to think of what happens next while commuting between places, but I haven't figured it out yet.
I'm so "glad" I have this blog to "vent about stuff" when I'm "feeling" down. It "really helps". Cya.
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ReplyDeleteI'm too awesome, Lisa. I'm listening to alternative emo rock music.
ReplyDeleteMY HOPES ARE SO HIGH,
THAT YOUR KISS MIGHT KILL ME.
SO WON'T YOU KILL ME,
SO I DIE HAPPY.
MY HEART IS YOURS TO FILL OR BURST,
TO BREAK OR BURY,
OR WEAR AS JEWELERY,
WHICHEVER YOU PREFER.
I'll control my laughter! Help me........
Thanks=)
Take a chill pill, Gill. (I've always wanted to say that!) I can't stand your f- language. David said, "OH! What did the other penguin say?" after I told him the joke. Ahahaha! DAVID IS FOR KEEPS!!!!
Ps- I'm on the phone with Lisa. Ha ha ha ha! We're figuring out how to work the conference call function on our phones right now. Talk to you REAL SOON
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ReplyDeleteAhaha, hi everyone! I'm smiling like a goof ball just reading everything here. Dave you promised not to bring up the incident at Paul's! Moreover it was a "double pinky promise, bite on it" promise! What's this??
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I think we should all pledge not to overuse irritating emoticons/nudge each other online and then unblock each other online and then talk to each other online. (Instead of here.) Just a suggestion
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ReplyDeleteEh guys, eh guys, listen to The Scientist by Coldplay. Like.... Now.
ReplyDeleteWe all know it's you, Nigel. _|_ in your face.
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ReplyDeletenext time i'm just going to let the boogie man eat you.
ReplyDeleteprotector of justine no more
nigel
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ReplyDeleteEveryone's being so nice today. What a nice day!
ReplyDeleteNic- Your cookies beat up Lisa's cookies. Hands down. Heh!!
Marie- Ask Steven about LG when you next talk to him. He is so so so SO SUPER shy about it, it is hilarious.
Nigel- Are you meeting your fwendz in town later? Yes, you are. Help me with my you know what so that I won't have to you know what it tomorrow, ok??? Thanks! Please CALL to clarify your doubts. I seriously don't want to have to you know what it tomorrow, hmmm? It must be done today! Ok, I'm actually gonna call you now cause this is really really really really important.
cf- AHAHAHA, whatttt? It WAS funny the first 20 times. Don't fight it. Ahah, miss you love you.
AGAGAGA.... =)
ReplyDeleteI'm THE BLOG ADMINISTRATOR. AHAHAHAHA! OOOOH THAT'S SO TICKLISH
ReplyDeletePs- Who is rubbing whose back??? *WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK*
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ReplyDeleteWhat did she say? I kinda accidentally deleted it before actually reading it.
ReplyDeleteBtw, dude, I'M ON FIRE!
ReplyDeleteNice................
wtf you guys?
ReplyDeletehowcome only nigel and your comments don't get deleted?
Someone keeps deleting all the other comments. No ideaaaaa.......
ReplyDeletewe're on msn lisa. oooooh
ReplyDeleteleaving to do you know what now. see you girls later
on a roll
nigel
how would they know which are nigel's? he comments under anonymous
ReplyDeleteI highly suspect whoever is responsible for deleting the comments understands English, just like us. Us as in, Nigel and I. Love you so much, Lisa, but you are stupid as a rock. Everyone is definitely going to hear about this
ReplyDeleteHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh fucking ouch
ReplyDeletebex
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ReplyDeleteHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
ReplyDeleteHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
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ReplyDeleteHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAH you are going to hell justine
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ReplyDeletethis was your emo post?? hahahaha i was laughing while reading it lah babe. you want to go home and stick your head in andrew's armpit? hahahah so cute. what are the both of you up to? anyway you guys are pure evil to lisa!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha
ReplyDeleteloved the posts!what's going on here?
ReplyDeletedamn this was not what i was expecting.steve
ReplyDeleteI'm so angry. I'm going to punch the next person I see. Which is probably Stu. And he'd most probably punch me back even harder. So actually, I'm just going to lie in bed. I'm so angry, Steve. I'm so angry! I'm so angry! I'M SO ANGRY! RRRRR....
ReplyDeleteAHAHA!!!!! I'm just reading the latest email you sent me and I'm totally FUR- REAKED now. (I'm no longer angry.) Ahaha, I'm sooooo freaked!!!! And happy, I guess. Ahahahaha! I don't know what to feel anymore!!!!!!! I'll write a proper reply first thing tomorrow morning. "Woot woot" Ahahahahhahaha! Btw, Nigel is having a late night and will probably be super hung over tomorrow so I really wouldn't pin my hopes on him tonight if I were you. I'mma bounce. Hugs!
Ps- I can't believe I said Lisa was "stupid as a rock". Those were my words, really? Ahah
eh _|_ to all of you ah esp you justine still can call me in the middle of the night to tel me that michael jackson died.
ReplyDeleteHAHAH im reading about it on tmz now.shitttt i swear i will believe you cause you got direct "rss feed for everything" to your brainsssss
I'm listening to some LAME SEC 4 PUNK (no prizes for guessing who) complain about her holiday hw. JEBUS JEBUS JEBUS. SHUT UP!!!! Just don't fucking do it and fucking turn on your TV. Right? Can she be MORE annoying? I hope not.
ReplyDeleteHi Bella. I feel like hanging up on you. Seriously. But... I'm just going to say 'mmmmm' and pretend like I'm listening, but I'm not. I stopped listening 20 minutes ago. And by the time you read this (after the emath paper 2, after the physics mcq) I would be fast asleep. You should go to sleep too. Cause it'll probably be something like 3 AM when you finally read this. And maybe if you stop checking my blog every hour, you'd be more efficient with your school work. Seriously, I KNOW YOU COME TO THIS SPACE EVERY HOUR, you cow. You think I've no clue because you don't comment, huh? Think again, punk. Think again.
Oh god, you won't stop talking. You're talking about Michael Jackson being dead now. Do I look like I care? No. I don't look like I care. Because I don't. Because that's YESTERDAY'S new. But....... Can you see my face? No. Hmmm, so I'm going to say "fuck off" if you don't talk about something else in the next 30 seconds.
There I said it.
You're "fucking off" now, so we're having awkward silence. I'm guessing you are shocked, or something. Awkward silence sure is awkward. But I like it.
Bye bye, Bella. I am the best therapist in the estate and you know it. You are in my heart, goodnight. X
Oh!!! You're THE sexymama, Lisa, and you know it. Ahahahahaha
ReplyDelete"hi" justine. i can't keep up with this so i just came to say hi because i cant sleep~
ReplyDeleteHey linnette! I love spelling your WHOLE name out cause it's so challenging. I feel like I've accomplished at least one decent thing today. Feeling better?
ReplyDeleteHi Lisa! I've stopped deleting your comments, it's safe again!!!! And you really are THE sexymama, hmmm? I was not jkjk'ing.
Dashboard Confessional on repeat is not for the weak. I'm just saying. Your smile is the most genuine thing. I'm just saying. Those aren't my own words, but I mean them.
A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar is the sickest album ever. It's just SO SAD. And so.... Emotional. 3rd day that it's on repeat. I can cry no more tears but I am feeling the most alive since March.
I wanted to send this in an SMS. But it's so many words. Text me when you read this. I'll reply if I'm still up, I promise.
I've a question
ReplyDeleteDoes cleaning out stuff = getting act together = good person?
ANDDD BTW, what is YOUR greatest fear?
ReplyDeleteI would like to be dead.
ReplyDeleteHow was your hot date? *ZINGGGG*
HAHA
HELO HELO HELO AGAGAGAGAGAAAAAA!!!
btw btw, did you get my "ghost of a good thing" joke?
ReplyDeleteHAHAHA. So, it's "rude" to reply my text when you are on a hot date? Just fyi I had absolutely nothing to do with Bex being P.I.S.S.E.D. O.F.F. at THE WORLD. I went to bed at like, 1 AM yesterday. Or today. Whatever. If you REALLY must point fingers, point them at Steven, Nigel, Gillian, Marie, Lynn, and PMS.
All right, but seriously does cleaning out stuff = getting act together = good person? I'm just killing time waiting for your answer. I don't think I'll be able to sleep. I WILL CALL and RUIN your hot date, you know. If my name was Gillian.
cleaning out stuff = getting act together = good person?
cleaning out stuff = getting act together = good person?
We were on the train just the other day and he told Gillian's bf that his penis could "constrict Binks if it wanted to"
ReplyDelete(Binks is a gigantic imaginary rabbit, btw)
I can't believe he's 11. What is your mom feeding him? Whoowhee..... How's KL? It's about to storm in Sg.
Oh, btw we (Gill, Dave, Nigel and I) are taking him out to McDonald's tomorrow/the day after tomorrow cause we are feeling guilty for teasing him about *wink wink* and we're also hoping he will say something funny. And you should ask Nigel about what they talked about while walking in from the bus stop. It will make you pee yourself. So.... Just... Be prepared.
ReplyDeleteAnd omgomgomgomgomg I just wanted to say "You're sneaky". You got that right. Steve and I were on MSN while the rest of you guys were video calling the shit out of each other. "I know, sista.... I know." Ahahahha! Ok, I've got to get back to studying now. Take care in KL. We'll take good care of Chewbacca, fo' shizzle.