Day 141

Coming home to family after long hours at work/school:





Hi. How are things?

I am pleased to announce that I'm officially done clocking in my hours for the supervised after- school Geography study program at college. (Whoo- hooo!) Nut tried to kill my Project Work group mate with her POWERBLADE during our floorball match the other day at Physical Ed. lesson. (Blood and broken spectacles. Like I always say, "Hit ball, not face.") Anyway, I have exams to sit for next week. In an effort to control how I consume my time these past few days, my appetite for the internet and cable television has dwindled to anorexic level.

I tried to explain my heart to a friend over the phone the other night, but couldn't. So I hung up and came up with a list of (2 valid) reasons why easy things are not worth pursuing, and eventually fell asleep. Now, I want to write something about Love because it's something that's been on my mind lately. I've said before to some people that it means 'everything', and also to a few others 'nothing'. The reality is that 'everything' is really Clothes. Eg: When you breakup with your boyfriend/girlfriend, as I'm sure many of you have had the painful experience of doing, you still have your clothes to hold on to.

I'm kidding.

1. Don't be afraid to leave. Love comes again. (I think.) (Let's hope!)
2. Wear Mascara! Wtf is wrong with you? It'll only make your life better. Trust me.
3. If a boy says to you "You'll never find anyone who loves you as much as I do", don't believe him! It is in itself, another reason why you should not be with him. This world is huge and you are fetching. (I hope.) We haven't met, but I've heard only good things!
4. If a girl says to you "You'll never find anyone who loves you as much as I do", it is probably the truth.
5. Keep up with your work or school assignments.

The above is what I've come up with so far for "Justine's guide to life". Does this mean you should follow it? Yes, unless you like being the worst person in the world. (Besides Josef Fritzl.)

I've just realised how lonely it sometimes can get, going through life with our own heartaches. I write all this hoping I will find some sort of redemption, and also because I took a detour to the doctor's and never made it to school this morning/have no deadlines to meet and some free time on my hands tonight.

Cross your fingers/light a candle. Love you all, have a good weekend.