Day 132

Listen up my dudes, cuz I'm kinda pissed. This space has been getting almost no comments. Hello?? Are you guys even reading this gem? It's flawless!

We had no reason to be in school yesterday, so I never got out of my pajama top. I went to the airport in the afternoon to say goodbye to a classmate. Felt sad for awhile because that is how goodbyes make us feel. Took the train in to town and apparently, (so Nut says) we had a close encounter with my ex- boyfriend.

I'll never know for sure if we did indeed bump into the prick (who deleted me off his Facebook) because my view was obscured by my tote bag. (You guys are nuts not to be carrying your bags in your faces. It is So Dope right now.) (Btw, please sort your girlfriend out. Who does she think she is, hmmmm? Does she even know your favourite colour? Black, duh. Everyone knows that. I mean.... Who does she think she is, hmm?)

Anyway, I ran into my big brother Stu at a rave club last Saturday. "Whoa! Big deal!" (Thank you very much, sarcastic interior monologue.) For those of you who don't already know, my big brother counted to infinity. Twice. He can also sneeze with his eyes open and touch MC Hammer at the same time.

Outside the rave club, static was in the air we breathed. Dark clouds were practically visible above his steaming head. (Not kidding. Most likely cumulonimbus clouds, as it stormed later that night.) I watched my brother's face stiffen and jaw quaver, as he watched me commit social suicide/cry. If the people stare (which they did), then the people stare (which they did).

Here are a few things I learnt recently:
1. I have an addiction to the internet, chocolate ice cream, chocolate raisins, and chocolate cake. I guess chocolate in general.
2. It's your belief in yourself that enables you to do what you wish.
3. It's your own fears that give them the power to chase you.
4. No one should be able to intimidate me. (Besides my big brother.)
5. Today is the youngest I'm ever gonna be!

Most of this sounds very new age- y, so I'll call this my "New Age Phase" and leave it at that. I'll get into bed now, because of sheer mental exhaustion from an almost sleepless weekend of high drama. XO

Ps- Smoking doesn't make you look cool. It only makes you look like you smoke. Which is just ok.