School was meaningless today. We had 3 periods of English. We're officially done checking the answers for that comprehension on tigers. "Yip Yip Hooray!"- Inside joke. We've been at it since the start of last week. For real. I didn't do it, so I didn't really have anything to check. I spent most of my time cleaning out the dirt from under my nails. So meaningless.............

Today has been insane. In a ridiculous way. Gee, where did my grouchy mood come from? I think it's because I did not eat right for my blood type at breakfast this morning. (Bacon.) Yea, hello. This is me. One of the seven girls at school who still eat breakfast before school.

I feel like a dead person. I've had no real thoughts all day, which is weird. I usually have a lot of real thoughts. Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. School is no place for dead people. I just had a vision of Velda having little compunction about eating my dead body. My dead right shoulder. (Velda sits on my right.)

Gtg. (Only good stuff coming your way, I promise. Ha hah ha!)

Hi everyone! How are things? (BORRR- RRRR- RING! Isn't that how I always start?) Anyway, hi! I'm back from Bali. Been back for a week now. The name's Justine, gentle reminder.

This past week has been amazing. I sold my white mouse to Lisa's brother for $13.95. Yea, ok so maybe I ripped him off a bit, because I bought it for only a dollar? But that's just business, innit? Then some time earlier in the week, It came to me. It being a conclusion that anything less than joy, is less than the kind of emotion any one of us should be feeling. Anyway, I also had a birthday. Finally 16! I have the best friends. The kind you wish you could put in a box, to keep with you for the rest of your life.

I have lost interest here, you might have noticed. Write soon. Love u all

Don't you ever get lonely.......

Hey everyone! How are things? What have I been up to, you say? I can't exactly say where my latest muse might take me to next, but I think it's taking me somewhere. And hopefully, he/she/it will arrive in some form in the near future.

Oh, I went to the beach yesterday. It was legendary! I don't usually enjoy the beach. I have seawater allergies. I'm not even kidding.

Melting point of Silicon: 1684 K

Anyway, I fly to Bali in a couple of hours. Take care, see you guys soon!

A Day At Rachel's

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Hola, peepz! My iTunes is not working. This is so annoying. I've to listening to my music off the Internet now. This is so annoying. I'm not saying it sucks. Ok yea, actually it does suck. It feels wrong. Feels like listening to someone else's mp3, feels borrowed. Feels Not mine. I dunno. The music just doesn't sound..... Right, somehow.

I can't turn to my brother for help, because there is maximum number of favours siblings do for each other per week. That number is 20. It gets unhealthy for both parties, if either one of us goes over the limit. I got him to help me with some transfers online the other day, which was equivalent to like.... 7 favours. I'm not exactly tech chiq, in fact sometimes, I think I'm technologically retarded, or something. But you know, he is a certified computer engineer, after all. And, we do have the same mother........ And father. So like... I dunno. I dunno... I don't know how much longer I can go on listening to borrowed music.

Maybe, this is all in my head. I'm listening to the same songs I would've listened to, if my iTunes was working.

So....... I got into the shower just now and maybe like 50 mL of water came through? Yeaaaa.. The plumber is here. We have this major leak, which caused our water bills to be like, very high. Our water consumption has been above national average the last couple of months. (Horror horror shock shock.) My mom was pissed, cause she's so into this 'Save the Earth' thing, and being a minimalist. Which, I guess is good........ Using just what you need. You know, saving some for future generations, and stuff.

Anyway, everyone thought it was my fault. And I'm like, "Gee, thanks guys. Just blame it on the youngest and most helpless family member." So much for 'Blood is thicker than water'. I mean..... I don't even wash my hair everyday. Although, feedback has been quite negative. So, I might start washing my hair everyday again. But, I dunno... Anyway. Plumbers are so unreliable. You know, he promised to come 2 weeks ago. He promised! But, did he??!?! Nope. It's on him, you know. If our water consumption this month is above the national average again, it's on him. He will have nightmares. Ok wait, does this count as black magic? Like, cursing him with nightmares about our high water consumption, and everything? Ha..........

I've just got my Science and Math papers to sit for. Whoohoo! Although, I should not be all whoohoo- ish, since I am not really a Science and Math person. Actually, neither am I a Geography, History or Social Studies person. So, honestly, I have no idea what kind of person I am. But, I'm thinking....... A sort of useless person? Like a leaf picker person? A person who picks leaves for a living? Are there real people like that out there? Ok... Other than me. Because, if there aren't any, that makes me Pretty Darn Special. And then maybe, I could try to make leaf picking work to my advantage.

Whatever. Let's move away from the negativity, and move on to the better stuff. Oh, Eltjse's visiting! About time, sista.

Myself: "Eltjse's visiting!!!! Whoohoo, I haven't seen her in ferrrrevaa...... Whoohooo!"
Mom: "Didn't you just see her last month?"

Aha, I sort of told my mom that Eltjse visited last month, so that I could stay over at a friend's place. To catch up with Eltjse, duh. Well, you know, Eltjse did say she was going to visit last month. So, technically, I'm not a really dishonest person. I'm just a dishonest person.

My mom thinks I'm stressed. HA! Whatever gave her that idea? I don't know. It might've been that suicidal note I wrote to myself, which I then stuck on my wall. But, isn't that just what teenagers do? Don't we all write suicidal notes to ourselves? Yea, maybe not.

Actually, I think I am stressed. I mean, there's no escaping stress, guys. You're either stressed out by studying. OR, you're stressed out by the fact that you're not studying. Or, you're stressed out by your mortgage/other grown up stuff.

Wow, so many words. Happy mid- week, everyone! Take care.

I've been unavailable to you,
and that's rotten.
I will be more present.
To show you how sincere I am,
I will format this entire entry center.

Today was a nice day.
I wasn't required to be in school.
Not being in school is nice.
I got mail today.
I hardly ever get mail.
So, this is a really big day for me.
My magazine came in the mail.
Yea...
I get mail like, once a month.

I've got an exam tomorrow.
Bollocks.
Thanks for popping by.
Peace.....................

HI!

I babysat my grandma this afternoon, while my parents were out at dance class. I let her watch Borat on cable, and had a quick nap. When I got up, she sorta had "I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE SEXY TIME, BORAT" written all over her face. And arms.

Grandma: "Grandchild, why are we at a Japanese restaurant?"
Myself: "Because.... Grandmother, we're having Japanese for dinner. (Duhhhh..... )"

Yea, so maybe those weren't our exact words, because we speak in Malay. But, she really did call me 'grandchild'. And the 'Duhhhhh' at the end, was very, very silent. Then I kind of got her lost when I was supposed to take her to the toilet. She got so pissed, because she hates walking, she actually threatened to sit on the floor. (My grandma is such a rebellious old person!) I freaked out a bit, because I knew that if she sat on the floor, she wouldn't be able to get up. Luckily, things got better after I told her that her new perm was really bringing out her features.

Anyway, I've been dreaming a lot. The Disney Channel Circle of Stars say (about a couple of hundred times in their song) that a dream is a wish your heart makes. Apparently, my heart is wishing to ride ostriches in the Outback.

Ughh, I've got a prelim exam tomorrow. You know, I think I should be like, excused from my exams or something. My hair is so damaged. Study study all! Goodnight!

Until the sky falls down on me.

Hello to all of you out there, lurking about my corner of the blogspot universe! Or maybe our planet. It's been awhile!!!! Yea, not really. Umm.... How's it going?

I'm like, all family'ed out! I spent the entire week of my holidays with my family. Very nice..... It was like downloading good music off the internet- Free of charge. You'd expect that I'd have quite a bit of cash with me now. Unfortunately for me, I found a candy machine at the mall a couple of days back, and blew all my coins on candy. That's $11.50, gone. (I carry a lot of coins.)

So.... I think I'm addicted to e- mail. The very cool thing with e- mail is that when you send it, there's not even the slightest chance of connecting with the person on the other end. Which makes it better than phone answering machines. Because with phone answering machines, someone might actually pick up the phone, which means you might have to talk. And I don't think I even know anyone who uses a phone answering machine. Huh?? Voice mail? What? (Ok, just pretend that you don't have voice mail.) So ultimately, e- mail is still The Best. Free of charge, also. What I really have to do now, is figure out how to send e- cards. (Bel, you MAY get your birthday card a little late.)

Anyway, I don't think we're just "dying to be thin" anymore. I think we're all "dying to be thinner than her"- Whoever she might be, photoshopped or not. Just about everyone I know, has started themselves on extreme diets to get thin. Like this girl........... I heard she's on one of those starvation diets. (Yes, it's a diet.) Basically, she eats nothing, and gets thin after 3 or 4 days. Yea, just like that. So amazing, but so brutal at the same time.

Less than an hour after I'd officially decided to try Starvation out for a bit, I ate all the red m&m's that I could find. (Red m&m's don't exactly fall under the category of 'Nothing'.) And then I went on to finish a whole bottle of VitaminWater. You'd think that VitaminWater is healthy and everything, but really, it isn't. Its sugar content is almost that of Cola.

I just realised that I am nothing more than a walking, talking bag of SIS brand White Coarse Grain Sugar.

Gotta go now. I'll be back with something interesting to say! Love you all

Karen and Andrew are having a boy! Have to go now. Be back later, take care!

Love before it's too late.Hi everyone! How are things? I caught WALL·E today. It was nice.

Oh! I got my dad to make a generous donation to my "Jeans for Justine" campaign, which I am now renaming "Jeans (and other stuff) for Justine". I don't want to limit myself, get what I'm saying? And....... I might not even get the jeans, because I don't wear jeans that often. Then again, everybody's got at least one pair of good jeans. What if someone throws a 'Jeans only' party? I'm going to have to be all "Sorry, but my grandma's dog just died. I'm not allowed to have any fun for the next 3 days."

Anyway, we're like... Out of milk at home. I can't understand this- We just got the groceries on Saturday! Dry muesli tastes like that stuff you'd line your gerbil's cage with. Sawdust and shredded newspaper? I'm not so sure, because I don't own a gerbil. Lisa owns a gerbil. I don't know if she's realised this, but her clothes smell sorta like gerbil pee, sometimes. (Fret not, Lisa! Just sometimes.)

I sucker punched my friends on Facebook today. Ha hah ha! Somebody, anybody, teach me how to do something else on Facebook. Anyway, you know..... I think for many of us, we kind of confuse reward for the goal. And pretty often, we forget to relate privilege with responsibility; wealth with morality. We essentially miss out on real meanings, and end up going around like raging lunatics. Jesus, lead us to the light.

I'm sorry. I have been quite reckless, haven't I?

All right, I've to go now. Sorry about being boring again. (Again.) Don't skip dinner, stay gold. Oh btw, guys!!!!!! Respond to the poll!! I really want to know what your all time favourite starch disc is.

"Uhhh... Hey, what are scene kids, Shaun?"
"Uhhhh.... Kids that get seen."