Justine

Hola, peepz! My iTunes is not working. This is so annoying. I've to listening to my music off the Internet now. This is so annoying. I'm not saying it sucks. Ok yea, actually it does suck. It feels wrong. Feels like listening to someone else's mp3, feels borrowed. Feels Not mine. I dunno. The music just doesn't sound..... Right, somehow.

I can't turn to my brother for help, because there is maximum number of favours siblings do for each other per week. That number is 20. It gets unhealthy for both parties, if either one of us goes over the limit. I got him to help me with some transfers online the other day, which was equivalent to like.... 7 favours. I'm not exactly tech chiq, in fact sometimes, I think I'm technologically retarded, or something. But you know, he is a certified computer engineer, after all. And, we do have the same mother........ And father. So like... I dunno. I dunno... I don't know how much longer I can go on listening to borrowed music.

Maybe, this is all in my head. I'm listening to the same songs I would've listened to, if my iTunes was working.

So....... I got into the shower just now and maybe like 50 mL of water came through? Yeaaaa.. The plumber is here. We have this major leak, which caused our water bills to be like, very high. Our water consumption has been above national average the last couple of months. (Horror horror shock shock.) My mom was pissed, cause she's so into this 'Save the Earth' thing, and being a minimalist. Which, I guess is good........ Using just what you need. You know, saving some for future generations, and stuff.

Anyway, everyone thought it was my fault. And I'm like, "Gee, thanks guys. Just blame it on the youngest and most helpless family member." So much for 'Blood is thicker than water'. I mean..... I don't even wash my hair everyday. Although, feedback has been quite negative. So, I might start washing my hair everyday again. But, I dunno... Anyway. Plumbers are so unreliable. You know, he promised to come 2 weeks ago. He promised! But, did he??!?! Nope. It's on him, you know. If our water consumption this month is above the national average again, it's on him. He will have nightmares. Ok wait, does this count as black magic? Like, cursing him with nightmares about our high water consumption, and everything? Ha..........

I've just got my Science and Math papers to sit for. Whoohoo! Although, I should not be all whoohoo- ish, since I am not really a Science and Math person. Actually, neither am I a Geography, History or Social Studies person. So, honestly, I have no idea what kind of person I am. But, I'm thinking....... A sort of useless person? Like a leaf picker person? A person who picks leaves for a living? Are there real people like that out there? Ok... Other than me. Because, if there aren't any, that makes me Pretty Darn Special. And then maybe, I could try to make leaf picking work to my advantage.

Whatever. Let's move away from the negativity, and move on to the better stuff. Oh, Eltjse's visiting! About time, sista.

Myself: "Eltjse's visiting!!!! Whoohoo, I haven't seen her in ferrrrevaa...... Whoohooo!"
Mom: "Didn't you just see her last month?"

Aha, I sort of told my mom that Eltjse visited last month, so that I could stay over at a friend's place. To catch up with Eltjse, duh. Well, you know, Eltjse did say she was going to visit last month. So, technically, I'm not a really dishonest person. I'm just a dishonest person.

My mom thinks I'm stressed. HA! Whatever gave her that idea? I don't know. It might've been that suicidal note I wrote to myself, which I then stuck on my wall. But, isn't that just what teenagers do? Don't we all write suicidal notes to ourselves? Yea, maybe not.

Actually, I think I am stressed. I mean, there's no escaping stress, guys. You're either stressed out by studying. OR, you're stressed out by the fact that you're not studying. Or, you're stressed out by your mortgage/other grown up stuff.

Wow, so many words. Happy mid- week, everyone! Take care.