Hola comrades! School was the usual, except Rach didn't come. She claims she's running a fever. But, I really dunno..... You know last night, we were up till pretty late watching YouTube videos. So I dunno, man. (Ahaha feel better soon, bub!)Anyway, Andrew and I are no more. There was another woman. There, I said it! I'm supposed to be feeling betrayed and devastated right now, I think. That's how I've always imagined myself feeling. But by God's grace, I'm actually feeling peachy. Sort of!
I feel more smashed, than anything else. Not irreparably smashed, just slightly smashed. But that's just what breakups do to you, isn't it? They make you feel slightly smashed at first, then *BAM* You're brought back to life! Guess who's back (back back), back again (again again). Justine's back (back back) , tell a friend (friend friend). Guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back........... Yea, something like that.
Besides feeling smashed, I'm also a little disappointed. I thought we had it all, you know. Like ok, this boy here: I'm going to marry him when I grow up and we'll start a family or something. I don't read Twilight, but already, I have unrealistic expectations in men.
Mmmmhmm, I think I might be able to write something interesting soon. I don't know, I've just got this feeling! Ahaha, have a good Friday guys! Take care
I LOVE YOU JUSTINE ONG,
ReplyDeletedon't feel smashed, feel whole again (haha the song get it get it)
Be happy dearie I love you. SOEs is killing me now
omg cutie!:)
ReplyDeletescene kids are stupid.that makes your exboyfriend stupid.see i'm good i'm good.see you in a while crocodile
ReplyDeletei honestly expected you to be a wreck.you never fail to surprise me justine.i get you hotcakes.steve
ReplyDeletei get you hotcakes
HAHA justine!you're such a moron!can i hook you up with le beautiful face from france?hahahhah
ReplyDeletexoxo
i think i miss andrew
ReplyDeleteno you dont
yeah i dont. no, i think i miss andrew
yeah i can see it in your eyes
really? are they screaming i miss andrew?
yeah
really?
no
oh. wanna have prata?
mel can be useful sometimes.
ReplyDeleteDan..... I know it's you. You don't have to be all 'anonymous'. I know you read my space. Your sister outed you. Ha ha ha!
ReplyDeletemish- Ugh, SOEs. I haven't even started! Thank you, I luvvv you=)
anon- Ahaha, you do have a point....
mel- Awww Mel, you're an apricot!!!!! You really didn't have to mention the part about school and the b- word.
steve- HAHAAAAA! See, Steve, you can be nice when you want to. You weren't born a horrible person. 6777 3777
anon- Ahahaha, PBNJ you're unbelievable! I don't feel like making new friends
haha fffffffff- What was that?!?! Blackmail? Peace like a river..... Hahahah
hey justine! i don't know how you do it, but you almost never fail to see the lighter side of things. you'll find your happiness. i'm sure. and you know it's never the end. if he tries something or at least works something out, don't ignore.
ReplyDeletetake care of yourself:)
BE STRONG....
ReplyDeleteHaha. Always here!!!!!!! I will gladly give Andrew a scolding if you want me to (:
See you tmr for freaking CIP.
haha fuckkkk
ReplyDeletelove you 4evaa
ReplyDeleteyooo whaaaaadap justine!funny ah girl
ReplyDeleteback together YET?
ReplyDeletehey juzzy, andrew's an idiot for doing this to you, we need to talk soon, mummy's 70% letting me coming down during national day so lets cross our fingers! :)
ReplyDeletestay strong love.
xx
lost lonely boys....and a spastic girl
ReplyDeletewe'll record our song next week.yaahooooooooo
hugs and kisses
ReplyDeletei love you juzzyroooo
waytaaaa go marie!and marie saves the day yet again!slam dunk!!ok fucking respect la marie
ReplyDeletetalk about trust issues man.justine,you got burned AGAIN.i can see why you were so the paranoia and the insecureia.i wish megan would care about me more.and love me a bit more.i wish she worried about things like "WHAT IF HE WAKES UP ONE DAY AND JUST DECDIES THAT HE DOESN'T NEED/LOVE/WANT ME ANYMORE".i would love to see her have panic attacks like that.anyway are you joining us for lunch tomoroow?we've got a very special friend who wants to shake your hand and
other things.and he has 'a little but not too much' leg hair.yeeh i got megan to check it out.
and guess what your father said to me the other day? ROCK ON, BUMBLEBEE!
HAHAHA
Nut- 'FREAKING' CIP, MAN! Thnx beef, but save your free outgoing for something more (INSERT KOOL WORD HERE). Wait, do you even have free outgoing? You've got the whacko phone plan.
ReplyDeleteThanks ah guys scold bad word all. You make me feel so alive.
elle- 70%?! That's the same percentage as water in our body/ water on the earth. Hmmmm, which one? Come home soon!=(
lost lonely boys- As of 4 pm yesterday, I can proudly say I have mastered THE drumbeat. Whooohoooo!!!!!!! I have a terrible cough and I'm damaged.
marie- Ohhhhhh! I miss you, lil mama. I feel used. I am THE USED. Ahaha, Lynn's brother's all time fav band. (Why do I even remember stuff like that?) Thnx byotch, Indonesia is heaven. Pssssh! WHOAWA! I really said that? I'm feisty. RRRRRRR! Luv U bubba!
unicorn feverrrrrr- SPAZZZZ! I put my future happiness in Megan's hands. She better know what 'a little but not too much' leg hair is...........
And ahaha, my dad's the coolest! Cya tmr
LUKE I M UR FATHAAA- Tim shat himeself. Ahahaha, good times.... Cheers, he's so old school it makes me get butterflies. JOKES. Haha, J dawg out!
i'm burning up for you baby
ReplyDeleteschool and no bra? hmmmmmm
ReplyDeleteA-MAZNG LAH
ReplyDeleteYou're supposed to do a post on Kim Ki Bum and not stupid Andrew.
ReplyDeleteno more hilary duff please. your voice is killing me........
ReplyDeletejustine besdes H.D. you HAVE TO STOP LISTENING TO THE NO AIR SONG. i know you love watching the youtube video of the dance and everything but you have to stop LISTENING to it on repeat.
ReplyDeletetell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air.
can't live,can't breathe with no air
it's how i feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air,no air
got me out here in the water so deep
tell me how you gonna be without me
if you ain't here,i just can't breathe
it's no air,no air?!?!
breakups are breakups,duckling.
dont beat yourself up babe! you deserve someone who will love you wholeheartedly and faithful. you giving your sweet love and support always, i think that's the least your man should do for you. andrwe clearly didn't! he got his priorities all wrong. what's this with 'cool ass friends' and the 18 year old?
ReplyDeletei know you're sad and stuff but it's normal. it's the breakup cycle. you might feel like you need him around and everything, but it's just because you really did love him and just pooof he's out of the picture. it'll hurt but you'll make it out a stronger
i've had my fair share of break ups so i know how you're feeling. just remember that it isn't your fault. it isn't all your fault. and if you're being sad about the failed relationship while he's out partying and hooking up with other girls, so very clearly you don't need such people in your life.
Tat- Kinky bum...
ReplyDeleteOh you guys make out Andrew to be a bad person. He isn't, really. You guys should pray for him to hate sin, and have a changed heart. Then welcome him back! (Father Paul was IN THE ZONE at mass today)
now we can finally get married!:)))
ReplyDeleteHAHAHAHAH JUSTINEEEE!!!! LET'S GO TO SNOW CITY
ReplyDeletehahaha wtf justine?!?
ReplyDeleteyou can't say stuff like that bout andrew. clearly you people don't know him. he's a really nice person actually, as hard as it is to believe. he did love justine, he was damn upset when she broke up with him the last time.
ReplyDeleteit's pretty hard to believe but seriously, besides the fact that he did such a stupid thing, he's actually a really nice person.
And I jsut read the Hilary Duff comment. AHAHAHHAHAH pisssss offffff.... My voice isn't killing you
ReplyDeleteokay i am never sitting next to you in the cinema ever again
ReplyDelete'who's that guy?'
'is he good or bad'
'huh??? i don't get it'
'what's going on???'
'WHHATTTT THE HELL? NO WAY??? WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS?! WAIT, I DON'T UNDERSTAND. WHO IS HE AGAIN?'
spills popcorn.
spills drinks.
laughs at WRONG parts.
drink comes out of mouth.
sings along to familiar songs but out of tune.
you're so embarrassing to sit next to!!!!!!!!
hahahhahahha awwww
love you
ReplyDeletehey i happened to get to your blog.nice blog you have got!keep posting and i hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDelete:)
Thank you, thank you, thank you! You're too kind.
ReplyDeleteAhaha, at least the tix were FREEEEE. I love free stuff. Ahahah!
other women ah.....
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